Nothing's Ever Promised Tomorrow Today

After my last post, my father, my dad, Max William Elder, passed away around 10pm Sunday night. I think I am still numb from it. I have had a few moments of crying, but there has been so much to do, helping my mom plan his service, and trying to be a rock to her and vice versa. There are just too many people to see and it hits so closely to so many people. My dad was a great man. I was there with my mom and the pastor as I watched my dad pass away. I've never had anybody close to me die, let alone, I've never seen a dead person. And the first one I do see, is my dad, who I have loved so dearly all of my life. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to go thru, hardest thing I have ever had to deal with, and I feel myself, my being, my heart, my soul, will never be the same.