Blue Team Go! Blue Team Go!

I know. I never post. Trying to get better.

No one is reading this anymore........so oh well.


Anywhooooo.......Go Dems!


The Democrats are bringing Sexy back!

Take that Dubbya!



Things have been better than they have been in a long time. I'm halfway thru my Associates degree. Grades are doing really well and am still debating which route I will go. It will most likely be some sort of Social Science, like Sociology or Psychology or Legal Psych. I like these things. They are very abstract and there are many different views. I can't do math. You can't interpret math differently and come up with a different answer. There will always be the same answer to 2 + 2. Four.

I went to Chicago and got to visit my daughter for a week and it was wonderful. I miss her so much. It will be good to move out that way soon. I am over Moses Lake. There are a few that I love dearly. There are quite a few more that I could do without. But I never go out anymore, which I am actually pretty happy about that. I am a homebody now and damn proud of it. It makes those times I go out so much better.

I think I've found realistic happiness in my life. I mean, I still wish I made more money, and had more shoes, and could volunteer more, and have tons of mind-blowing sex (well I do, when I'm not exhausted), but I'm relaxed finally. I had someone in my life that took me a long time to realize how wonderful he was, and now I'm holding onto it. But it's in no way destructive, immature, or fake. There are no lies. He's honestly my best friend. I can finally be me. And he knew how fucked up I was when he met me. He's a keeper. And that makes me feel free.

It's been almost a year since my Dad died. It's getting a little tougher I can tell around this time of year. About a year ago, I went on the last real family trip we would take together. We went to my Grandparent's 50th Wedding Anniversary and we had a drink together at the restaurant. He bailed me out at Border's when I was buying Khaley's books. (My card declined because the deposit I made at 3 A.M. after work hadn't cleared yet. I was kinda irritated since the deposit was about $300) And the best memory I have (and really the last) was coming into the hotel room and seeing him and Khaley sitting on the couch each reading their new books. I love that memory. I'm not looking forward to Christmas. I dislike them immensely.

Hope all is well in blogger land.